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I am Eryka. I am awesome.

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    4 months ago

    I wake up in the mornings and tell myself, today you are going to be a better person than yesterday. January is getting to me, guys. I never want to leave my apartment. It’s too cold to go out from under my bed covers, but laying in bed all day makes me feel worse about myself. I keep disengaging from friends to sulk in my head and I’m distancing myself from the people I really love. Really this should be a post about how I’m letting down my boss lately, and my thesis adviser. I can’t take real responsibility for my life, I’m twenty-three years old but I don’t feel any different from seventeen. The adult world is scary! Can’t we just hang out in my room and drink beer on the floor and pretend nothing is wrong ever?

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  2. 8 months ago

    My apartment is beginning to drive me crazy

    I can’t sit in my room for more than an hour before I get restless. I’m not sure if this means I should move or not, but I’m so bored with myself. And while change is absolutely terrifying and looming in the near distance, I can’t help but wish something would change right now.

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  3. 1 year ago

    lazylinepainterjayne:

    Jawbreaker - Accident Prone

    UGH THIS SONG. I hate when you have strong emotional reactions while listening to something, so every time you hear it you’re reminded of those stupid feelings you once had.

    This past winter I was going through one of those phases where I get really upset about relationships and whatnot. Of course I remedied through heavy drinking, listening to jawbreaker, and walking home alone a lot. I remember slipping on ice and falling on my butt while listening to this song, promptly freaking out and crying in the street. Luckily it was three in the morning and no one saw me. But fuck, this song.

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